Meum -the most mysterious irrational number?

Hey guys so I was wondering what you thought of this number Meum. I met it while talking to myself - ironically in a jail. I was trying to compute the shapes of fractal equations in my head and got a shiver down my spine.
"Why does this number show up everywhere, who are you?
"I am meum, 1.19758, I exponentiate to infinity perfectly.
Years later I found the top level equations. Apparently the value doesn't vary.

 

Can someone please explain in English what this is all about. Thanks.

 

If you make polynomials of the equations and graph them by subtracting the sum of the one side of the equality from the other, you get roots of y=0 at certain irrational values. This is a way to test the properties of the golden ratio as well. What makes Meum special is, another value N can substitute indefinitely.