I don't want to bring God into this chat.
1. The Bible clearly teaches that without faith it is impossible to believe in God. The apostle Paul defined faith this way:
FAITH IS THE SUBSTANCE OF THINGS HOPED FOR, THE EVIDENCE OF THINGS NOT SEEN.
2. Mira, if you call Jesus in prayer; in you are patient and don't fuss or get upset, in all humility ask for Him, Jesus will come to you VISIBLY or some other way proving that His presence is there. TRY IT....
3. You know proofs well for someone who did not like it all.
4. I like geometric proofs. I just don't get it.